emmm..

haiis...





today really nothing to say ..
just really sad..
haiis.. nevermind..
so alone today..
think of hui hui mummy again.. miss her loads loads..

haiis.. today weicong encourage me again
tell weichong bout my illnes.. quite stress..
haiis.. mood swing~
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
haissssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss
i don know wad to do .. just felt so sad.. nevermind.. haiis.. will be okay barhhs. i think ..











i dont know why there's so much thing that i don know.. i really felt crying .. i've been giving people comfort .. but i sad .. i cant be always askin weicong to encourage me barhhs.. i don know.. so confuse.. head pain.. i don know wad decision to make.. felt like giving up everythings again ..
and go to the place where i can be happy with hui hui mummy? can i ?
do i have a choice? i really don know.. so confuse.. if mummy was stayin at house like last time..
she'll tell me wad can i do? and i'l listen to wad she say.. i really miss her ..
miss her jokes.. her serious .. her laugh.. i been feeling that she's around me .. feel so close..
not evertime get that feeling..but since she die.. felt so close.. i don know.. maybe is real.. maybe is just illusion? i don know.. haiis..

why my friend not letting me know.. wad're they saying?
maybe is i say too muchh..? i dont know.. i really don.. :'(
:'(
it has proven i cant ask weicong now to pei me barhhs?

i'm cryin again.. why ? i don know.. why i've been crying everyday..?
i don know .. i niid somebody.. i'm crazy..
i don know.. i'm sick&& tiired!