Monday, June 8, 2009

today .
i don know why my heart is so confuse. i freaking tiired le nor..
today do quiz at zhi an profile. now then i realise that
i don really understand him well..
i've no idea wad really am i thinking about..
and how to make my parent agree with my sunrise thing..
i'm really getting sickk&tiired of adult world..
is tiring. working is not any easy thing.
sometimes i think that children world is more perfect then adult world..
but .. sigh.. i don know..
i feel that my friend are lefting me.. maybe is a good thing. i've no idea
wad i really wan nor. i'm just having loads of qestion in my mind..
and freaking tiired .

Sunday, April 12, 2009

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Thursday, April 9, 2009

haiis.. so many day lerhhs..
things loads happen.. though i'm always
at home.. things happen ..
doctor..
bone marrow..
friends..
BBQ..
i don know.. wad should i do..
do this wrong that one also wrong ..
so confused..
haiis..
i don know..
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh~
sharon have to wake up lerhhs..
no more dreaming.. cause may something important is going to happen for her..
ahhhhh~
important.. coming in May..
counting down to 6may.. or other dates.. i'm not sure..
haiis.. so scary .. cause i don know wad date lor..
nevermind.. sharon will be strong derhhs..

Monday, March 30, 2009

yo ! heehees.
mistaken .. and he didnt blame me.. yeah!
also not really happy..... emmm..
nevermind.. haiis..
nowadays..
really no mood.. no mood to talk . no mood to chat..
i really have no idea why i'm like this.. so sad.. haiis..
nevermind .. hope will be well soon..
JIAYOU!

haiis.. today hurt him once again..
i really don know wad i should do ..?
i'm really sorry..if you're not forgiving me
then is okay.. i won't blame you ..
i'm really sorry.. tomorrow is your birthday..
miss you oh.. hope you celebrate with smile&& happiness
.. okays? i really hope i can give you a present.. but nevermind..
since you really don wish me to give then i shall not give..
haiis.. today brought 2 hello kitty object .. so happy..
hope you'll forgive me one day if i go to a far far place...............................
if cant also never mind..... cause this is wad i wanted you to treat me like this....
eventhough i promise not to leave you... love you ...
5:02pm

Sunday, March 29, 2009

29/03

wahh.. time flys.. weicong birthday is comin in just 2days..
omg.. ahhhh.. i don know..
i think i hurt him loads barhhs.. but i no choice i've to do that.. if i never do that
it will hurt him loads.. and i really miss his joke&&entertainment..
i've to do that.. i'm really very tiired.. feel like falling in a deep sleep ..
or just let me sleep for years..
that would be great.. but i cant.. i've to make myself hated..
i have to! and must.. i don know why.. it make me do that as a must ..
just cause of my stupid foolish action.. i'm going to do that.. i felt so sad..


i don know.. ahh.. today 10plus wake up pack for swimming de things.. OMG..
ahh.. then 12:30 waited for kh(bro)&cq(gan hubby)
hahas.. take bus there 86 pass by bibi house.. then reach le compass point then
walk around 15minutes plus walk and smoke lor.. thenreach lerhhs.. ju go change.. hahas.. then go down swimming pool ~SPLASH~SPLASH
hahas.. YEAH!
play slide .. wah so high.. omg.. then tiffany dear dear so weird lor.. hahas.. stop at the slide cannot go down .. hahas.. sengkang swimming pool was quite fun lor.. hahas.. YEah..!
then 1 hour later ... ahhh .. sad. OMG .. IT rain .. and my legs cramp.. kh,cq&my dear dear didnt know.. omg.. they left me out again bad feeling.. it rain quite big.. pain lor..
and had to pretend nothing happen.. ahh.. ahh.. haiis..
nevermind.. then rain never stop.. then after 15 min we ju go bath.. still raining.. bath hao le.. still raining.. omg.. ahh.. then ju go smoke outside .. smoke lerhhs.. end lerhhs.. still raining.. haiis.. nevermind .. ju go under rain.. now abit like sick sick.. but ok .. better when reach home.. hope tmr wont fall ill.. and it wont if i not wrong.. hahas.. then ju take bus.. quite cold wor.. hahas.. on our .. cause at bus we sit differently .. then one young guy.. he was sitting at kah hui seat there.. hahas.. omg..
is the police that they kana caught when they ton.. hahas.. so damn funny lor.. ahhh.. hahas.. lols. that young guy don dare look at me .. hahas.. then ju come back 600plus lerhhs.. ju go fiind dyon.. hahs.. lols..after that cause too cold ju go home.. ahhh.. hahas.. lols.. end my story of the day!hhaahs..
sad.. mood swing~
9:07pm
29/03/07

Saturday, March 28, 2009

emmm..

haiis...





today really nothing to say ..
just really sad..
haiis.. nevermind..
so alone today..
think of hui hui mummy again.. miss her loads loads..

haiis.. today weicong encourage me again
tell weichong bout my illnes.. quite stress..
haiis.. mood swing~
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
haissssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss
i don know wad to do .. just felt so sad.. nevermind.. haiis.. will be okay barhhs. i think ..











i dont know why there's so much thing that i don know.. i really felt crying .. i've been giving people comfort .. but i sad .. i cant be always askin weicong to encourage me barhhs.. i don know.. so confuse.. head pain.. i don know wad decision to make.. felt like giving up everythings again ..
and go to the place where i can be happy with hui hui mummy? can i ?
do i have a choice? i really don know.. so confuse.. if mummy was stayin at house like last time..
she'll tell me wad can i do? and i'l listen to wad she say.. i really miss her ..
miss her jokes.. her serious .. her laugh.. i been feeling that she's around me .. feel so close..
not evertime get that feeling..but since she die.. felt so close.. i don know.. maybe is real.. maybe is just illusion? i don know.. haiis..

why my friend not letting me know.. wad're they saying?
maybe is i say too muchh..? i dont know.. i really don.. :'(
:'(
it has proven i cant ask weicong now to pei me barhhs?

i'm cryin again.. why ? i don know.. why i've been crying everyday..?
i don know .. i niid somebody.. i'm crazy..
i don know.. i'm sick&& tiired!