Monday, March 30, 2009

yo ! heehees.
mistaken .. and he didnt blame me.. yeah!
also not really happy..... emmm..
nevermind.. haiis..
nowadays..
really no mood.. no mood to talk . no mood to chat..
i really have no idea why i'm like this.. so sad.. haiis..
nevermind .. hope will be well soon..
JIAYOU!

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haiis.. today hurt him once again..
i really don know wad i should do ..?
i'm really sorry..if you're not forgiving me
then is okay.. i won't blame you ..
i'm really sorry.. tomorrow is your birthday..
miss you oh.. hope you celebrate with smile&& happiness
.. okays? i really hope i can give you a present.. but nevermind..
since you really don wish me to give then i shall not give..
haiis.. today brought 2 hello kitty object .. so happy..
hope you'll forgive me one day if i go to a far far place...............................
if cant also never mind..... cause this is wad i wanted you to treat me like this....
eventhough i promise not to leave you... love you ...
5:02pm

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Sunday, March 29, 2009

29/03

wahh.. time flys.. weicong birthday is comin in just 2days..
omg.. ahhhh.. i don know..
i think i hurt him loads barhhs.. but i no choice i've to do that.. if i never do that
it will hurt him loads.. and i really miss his joke&&entertainment..
i've to do that.. i'm really very tiired.. feel like falling in a deep sleep ..
or just let me sleep for years..
that would be great.. but i cant.. i've to make myself hated..
i have to! and must.. i don know why.. it make me do that as a must ..
just cause of my stupid foolish action.. i'm going to do that.. i felt so sad..


i don know.. ahh.. today 10plus wake up pack for swimming de things.. OMG..
ahh.. then 12:30 waited for kh(bro)&cq(gan hubby)
hahas.. take bus there 86 pass by bibi house.. then reach le compass point then
walk around 15minutes plus walk and smoke lor.. thenreach lerhhs.. ju go change.. hahas.. then go down swimming pool ~SPLASH~SPLASH
hahas.. YEAH!
play slide .. wah so high.. omg.. then tiffany dear dear so weird lor.. hahas.. stop at the slide cannot go down .. hahas.. sengkang swimming pool was quite fun lor.. hahas.. YEah..!
then 1 hour later ... ahhh .. sad. OMG .. IT rain .. and my legs cramp.. kh,cq&my dear dear didnt know.. omg.. they left me out again bad feeling.. it rain quite big.. pain lor..
and had to pretend nothing happen.. ahh.. ahh.. haiis..
nevermind.. then rain never stop.. then after 15 min we ju go bath.. still raining.. bath hao le.. still raining.. omg.. ahh.. then ju go smoke outside .. smoke lerhhs.. end lerhhs.. still raining.. haiis.. nevermind .. ju go under rain.. now abit like sick sick.. but ok .. better when reach home.. hope tmr wont fall ill.. and it wont if i not wrong.. hahas.. then ju take bus.. quite cold wor.. hahas.. on our .. cause at bus we sit differently .. then one young guy.. he was sitting at kah hui seat there.. hahas.. omg..
is the police that they kana caught when they ton.. hahas.. so damn funny lor.. ahhh.. hahas.. lols. that young guy don dare look at me .. hahas.. then ju come back 600plus lerhhs.. ju go fiind dyon.. hahs.. lols..after that cause too cold ju go home.. ahhh.. hahas.. lols.. end my story of the day!hhaahs..
sad.. mood swing~
9:07pm
29/03/07

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Saturday, March 28, 2009

emmm..

haiis...





today really nothing to say ..
just really sad..
haiis.. nevermind..
so alone today..
think of hui hui mummy again.. miss her loads loads..

haiis.. today weicong encourage me again
tell weichong bout my illnes.. quite stress..
haiis.. mood swing~
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
haissssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss
i don know wad to do .. just felt so sad.. nevermind.. haiis.. will be okay barhhs. i think ..











i dont know why there's so much thing that i don know.. i really felt crying .. i've been giving people comfort .. but i sad .. i cant be always askin weicong to encourage me barhhs.. i don know.. so confuse.. head pain.. i don know wad decision to make.. felt like giving up everythings again ..
and go to the place where i can be happy with hui hui mummy? can i ?
do i have a choice? i really don know.. so confuse.. if mummy was stayin at house like last time..
she'll tell me wad can i do? and i'l listen to wad she say.. i really miss her ..
miss her jokes.. her serious .. her laugh.. i been feeling that she's around me .. feel so close..
not evertime get that feeling..but since she die.. felt so close.. i don know.. maybe is real.. maybe is just illusion? i don know.. haiis..

why my friend not letting me know.. wad're they saying?
maybe is i say too muchh..? i dont know.. i really don.. :'(
:'(
it has proven i cant ask weicong now to pei me barhhs?

i'm cryin again.. why ? i don know.. why i've been crying everyday..?
i don know .. i niid somebody.. i'm crazy..
i don know.. i'm sick&& tiired!

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Friday, March 27, 2009

how i spend hui hui 5th month- part2

when i reach home.. was waitin for weichong.zhu de message..
whole day was waiting .. but nevermind.. maybe busy so nevermind.. forget it!

i change clothes lerhhs.. ju play com..
talk with bibi talk till half way don wish to
make him worry so ask him to do his things..
then start cryin.. then control
stop lerhhs..
but type till the first word with bibi start cryin again..
aiiyo .. don know wad to do.. but after bibi the encouragement ju better lerhhs..
hahas..

thanks bibi .. love you loads..
miss loads of people ! ahhh.. gonna ....
6:51

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how i spend hui hui 5th month- part1

today.. 7plus wake up then when to eat macdonald cause is mother call me go eat so can
tell her wad i wan to eat.. heehees.. today was laughing all the way.. today went to chinatown..
about 3plus then go as niid to wake that stupid brother to go work.. then help him cook noodle..
than buy shampoo.bahkwak,alot things..
actually today go there is to buy my precious hello kitty clothes..
so childish right.. hahas.. lols..
today alot of times keep reminding of her.. OMG!
miss her loads loads..
how i wish she still here with me!
i'll make sure i treasure her those days!

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Thursday, March 26, 2009

hope you guys get to read it!

today..
morning weichong.zhu send me a message..
i didnt reply as my head is in pain.. and i didnt go to school..
and weichong reply quite slow not as fast as my bibi..
miss his message.. i sleep til 12 then wake up.. aiiyo..
pig nor.. hahahs.. then go hang clothes.. fold clothes.. OMG!
housewife.. hahs.. lols..
but today really not in the mood lor.. cause quite sad..
huihui mummy tomorrow ju die 5 months lerhhs.. quite miss her lor..
today suddenly don know why think of her treatin me like daughters.. and sayang me from not crying.. she's really dote on me .. but i 'bu guai' never listen to her 'hua' ..haiis.. nevermind i know she will be doin fine in another world.. cause she will always be sharon best best mummy..
heehees.. today wendy jie jie call me go out.. she bring me go hong kong cafe eat.. quite nice de ..
not really fun.. eat finish le ju go smoke.. haiis.. mood swing~
think of weicong bibi .. haiis.. yesterday went to read his blog.. some word he wrote on the blog
repeat at last time de post .. he is quite silly lor.. hahas.. he love th-girl like me, me lov-ing eugene hahs.. so silly lor.. haiis.. so mani things to say but is so hard to explain out..
bibi is silly but he make people day happy .. i may not know him well.. but he's really a good guy..
my friend all say he look like secondary 2 or 3 lor.. hahahs.. short short derhhs.. but his cute ..
i've been thinkin back .. don know why i so childish .. can go slash hand for guy.. just cause they don love me lerhhs.. and why am i so stupid not to eat medicine ? why ? why? why? if , if , if only i treasure things and not take things for guaranted ...
haiis yesterday .. i quarrell with gabriel ! ahh.. nevermind.. really hate him to core.. he go say me behind my back.. haiis.. sad .. really sad.. last time he my kor.. now no more lerhhs.. but why ..?
why he say behind my back!
my wish for my precious vivian jie jie..
must guai guai eat medicine luhhs..
i very worry about u lehhs..
hope she will healthy !
hope she guai guai eat i ju can go hospital..
an xin de qu.. heehees..
hope my wish come true!
bibi - you jiayou! forget her ! you're gonna do it okays!
hahas loveyou! mwarks
baobei..- hope u say u goin out is not lying to me derhhs.. yeah!
love you loads.. gonna miss you loads..
caiying- hope you doin fine okays..
mwarks loves!
tiffany- hope you making the choice is the right choice ..
i may not know whether u see this .. but hope when i go hospital u not goin say out.. only some that i say lor.. okays.. hope u don patch with him.. but i know you really love him.. but u not smile cause when u with him .. but some times u .. haiis.. nevermind.. last long if u gonna patch .. alright!
esther aiai-
Yo.. anniversay sorry .. we didnt even get to celebrate .. quite sorry lor.. hope you don mind ..
but i know u this aiai not so petty de.. hahas.. love you.

Love you guys loads.. all my precious friends! okays! take cares

1:03am

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Monday, March 23, 2009

thanks weicongX33 bibi


Special to me.
Hope to love you forever
Although we were just gan stead
Remember the name, LO WEI CONG
Only you can shine my path towards LOVE
Now and forever.



so sweet (:
hahas.. thanks bibi!
lols.. don know wad to say..
8march2009 we become gan stead ..
so we meet at 8 april!
then 8may i go hospital!
hhaas.. so manii 8 .. heehees.. lols..
so many thing happen .. don know when to start ..

hahas..
talk to you on th-phone..
heehees.. i sharon lehhs.. must miss me lehhs!

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Friday, March 13, 2009


this two picture was taken a few days ago derhhs(: when i go give flyers at suntec..

haiis .. today wake up at 11plus .. i thought i don have to go CCF..
because Zin is on leave after monday for two weeks.. so have to go National University Hospital all the way just to let her check the medicine i have eaten.. then think think go better lor..
then ju ask dear dear help me cook noodle.. then i give her one malboro menthol then i take one stick .. smoke till half way ju go bath..inside toilet smoke finish lerhhs ju start bathin..
bath around 20min.. deardear ju say bath faster..then i ju hao le.. so funny lor..
then packpackpack. off i go.. ju take mrt lor. reach CCF lerhhs.. ju talk to Priscilla..
haiis so many sad things to tell her.. she say maybe got child lerhhs.. so happy for her..but...sad
haiis.. no more her pei me lerhhs.. so sad.. but nevermind.. quite good.. zin was late for half an hour but nevermind.. then when i was playing com .....
one bad news..
haiis..
just because of my stupid foolishness ..
dont want eat medicine .. my operation was delay to june or even further.. i so stupid lor..
ahhhhhhh.. stupid girl .. should not be in this world derhhs lor.. haiis
i dont knw.. so confusing.. haiis.. tak very long lerhh.. then still got some important things cant say.. haiis.. then ju go find gan hubby they all(:
today disown lerhhs zhian daddy.. sobsob.. haiis .. no choice
reach there 7plus.. then slack till 8 plus 9.. message weicong *gan stead. then ju reach home around 9 like that ju play com .. then now doin bloggin
haiis.. so sad today criied twice!!!!!!!!
sharon'hellokitty'

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Thursday, March 5, 2009

nothing happen today

today nothing really happen..
MOOD SWING~
quarell with classmate ..
haiis.. dulan lor.. shout at me kaopei lor.. aiiyo..
tell teacher also don care!
aiiyo.. he bo tai bo ji de lor..
just cause he messaging girlfriend ju must shut up..
damn f**k up lor.. aiiyo..
haiis..
so boring.. criied twice today!
haiis..
so sad.. boring!
tmr don know wan go school anot..! haiis.. teacher giving attitude!
haiis..
12:36am

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Tuesday, March 3, 2009

a sad day!

today go sch.. hahas.. long long go one tym.. once in a blue moon.. hahas
that's wad vanessa says.. lols.. hahas. study study study till sch ends..
hahas. then thought today got CIP .. but as weather gone bad so dont have lor.. dont know is lucky or unlucky.. haiyo.. dont know.. then after that ju pei chaoqun they all go 643 .. reach there lerhhs ju call felicia precious see where is she..
then she say she goin to fetch baby(rabbit). then ju waiting for chaoqun to buy ciqq le come find me.. then gabriel kei pah lan go burn my water bottle.. very sad lor.. cause is huihui mummy last give wo derhhs present .. sad till criied and stop criied and stop .. then tiff dont know wad happen after i okay le she ju start crying.. awhile ju hao le.. then ju ask kah hui call chaoqun .. then ask hym faster come .. really buay tahan wan smoke.. then ju play with zachary and shaoxun.. hahas.. keep daring each other to do things.. haiis.. boliao lor..
then chaoqun reach le ju give wo 4stick..smoke around 2 stick .. smoke finish le ju go
home lerhhs.. haiyo.. still gt abit drizzling lor.. then reach home ju change clothes.. very tiired ..
dont know why see tv plus wait for early dinner ju wait till fell asleep .. hahas
aiiyo.. wake up .. blur blur ju on com.. then ju talk with weicong.. talk till keep saying about weichong .. don know lor.. aiiyo.. sehh lehhs.. like that sayy.. haiis .. then now doin blogging):

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Sunday, March 1, 2009

hmmm..

today not really happy.. haiis..
dont know wad to do..!
relationship problem is so mafan..

haiis..should i d**d more good..?
i really don know wad i should do.. really dont know..
haiis.. nothin can make mi laugh without fakin it..!
haiis ..

don knw why become siiao sendin people letter!

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